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    Sermon at The Church of the Holy Apostles, New York City
March 2, 2008, The Fourth Sunday in Lent, Year A
The Reverend Elizabeth G. Maxwell, Associate Rector

1 Samuel 16:1-13
Psalm 23
Ephesians 5:8-14
John 9:1-41

   

     I do not know whether this man is a sinner.  One thing I do know; that though I was blind, now I see.  In the name of God, the holy and undivided Trinity, Amen.

    
This Gospel lesson that we heard this morning is one of the densest and most tightly crafted, to say nothing of one of the funniest, passages in all of scripture.  And the man born blind is surely one of the bible’s greatest characters.  He has growing insight, he finds his voice, he takes courage, he finds freedom.  He’s a kind of a truth teller of the order of the child in the story of the emperor who has no clothes.  The story itself is replete with big themes: light and darkness, judgment, sin, creation, healing- but paramount among all of them is the theme of blindness and sight.

     The passage is a kind of a drama in seven acts; let us see more closely how it unfolds.  As the story opens, Jesus sees. He sees a man, blind from birth, sitting by the roadside.  The man is passive – he doesn’t ask for anything, although later we will hear that he used to beg there in this place.  Instead, others talk about him.

     The disciples ask, “Whose fault is it that this poor guy is blind?  Is it the sin of his parents?  It is his own sin?”  We may wonder whether their question comes out of pity, or a feeling of judgment, or just wanting to know who to blame.  Jesus says, “No one sinned.  It’s no one’s fault.  Rather, it is that  the work of God may be revealed in this man.”

     On one level that’s a relief, of course, that the poor man is not being blamed for his blindness and neither are his parents.  But we might ask what kind of God this is that we’re talking about.  Has God made the man’s disability for His/Her own glory?  I actually read this a little differently than that.  I don’t take Jesus’ words to be causal – it’s not that God caused this for God’s glory – but rather that in this situation there is the possibility that glory- that God’s work- may be seen.  We might say that’s why any of us is born: in order that the glorious work of God may be revealed.

     In any case, Jesus is focused on what there is to do while there is time, and even though it is Sabbath and there is meant to be no work on the Sabbath day, he heals the man.  Again, a healing not asked for, but given freely.  Jesus bends down and spits on the ground and makes a mud paste and smears it all over the man’s eyes.  I love this detail.  A friend of mine said it just shows that when healing happens, things get messy before they get resolved.

     It’s not a spa treatment, but perhaps it is meant to remind us of our origins in the earth.  The man is sent to wash in the pool of Siloam, which John makes sure we know means “sent,”.  Jesus has been sent from God, and the man is sent to wash in the pool called “sent.”  Some see a baptismal reference here, as in the washing, he rises with illumination and vision.  In any case, he goes, he washes, and he comes back able to see.

     Before we go any further, we might note the general lack of rejoicing about this amazing event.  One poetic commentator fills in the blanks and says, “The man first turned handsprings and then cartwheels and then somersaults, and was dragged off to the authorities in mid-cartwheel!”  Instead, the neighbors again begin to talk about the man who was formerly blind. “Isn’t this the man that used to sit and beg?”  “Yes, I think it’s he!”  “Oh it’s not, but it looks like him.”

     Why don’t they know?

     Haven’t they been looking at this man his whole life?  Or have they just looked through him, overlooked him, only seeing the category “poor blind beggar,” and never the person at all, even as today people might say ‘the homeless,’ ‘the elderly,’ ‘Muslims,’ ‘minorities’- anyone who is other.  But, for the first time, the man himself speaks; he finds his voice, and John says he keeps on speaking: “Yes, it’s me, I’m the one!”

     Understandably confused, the neighbors want to know how this has happened, and the man explains to them.  So they bring him to the religious authorities to have this certified appropriately.  The Pharisees are also confused.  They’re not so much confused about the man’s identity, but about how to understand this healing that has happened to him.  The man born blind tells them what has happened, that Jesus put mud on his eyes and sent him to wash and he came back seeing.

     They then enter into a dispute: “This man,” meaning Jesus, “is a sinner who does not observe the Sabbath.”  “No, no, God wouldn’t hear a sinner and grant such a healing.”

     So they ask the man who he thinks Jesus is, and he says, “A prophet, he must be a prophet.”  The Pharisees think of another possibility: “This is all a hoax, he wasn’t really born blind.  Let’s call his parents and ask them if this is really their son and if he was really blind from birth.  How is it that he can see now?”

     The parents say, “Well, we do know that this is our son, and we do know that he was born blind – it’s been a lot of trouble and disappointment, we can tell you.  But, we don’t know what happened, why don’t you ask him?  He is old enough to speak for himself.”  John says as an aside that they speak this way because they are afraid of the Jews, who have already agreed that anyone who confesses Jesus will be put out of the synagogue.

     I’d like to pause here for a moment to look at the figures of the Pharisees and the Jews in the Gospels, and in John in particular.  The Pharisees brought a renewal movement to the Judaism of Jesus’ day.  In their impulse, they were in many ways very close to Jesus – in some ways, I dare say, formative for him in his theology and ministry.  The conflict they had with Jesus comes from their own deep and slightly different sense of God and Torah.  But in John, we see a kind of a polemical language about the Pharisees that reflects a later time close to the end of the first century of the Common Era when Christians were indeed put out of the synagogue.

     We might think of it as a kind of a family feud, an identity struggle on both sides, but especially a struggle for the new Christian movement, an evangelical impulse that was claiming its validity.  As we hear these words in the gospel today, we may also remember to our shame the uses that have been made of these texts to justify Christian anti-Semitism, intolerance, and persecution.  It’s ironic because this very language becomes a way that people in power, both religious and political power, assert that they know the limits of who God is and what God might do, with  no room for ambiguity.  It’s exactly the thing that the Pharisees are being accused of, set up for, in the text.

     A more fruitful way to read this text might be to acknowledge that the different characters - the questioning disciples, the man born blind, the crowd, the fearful parents, and the righteous judges in the religious establishment – are all living in us, maybe especially in us who are here today instead of sleeping in, or reading the New York Times, or going to brunch.  We might take note of the voices of piety and right belief and certainty about how things should be done and how God works that live in us for the very best reasons, but none the less, sometimes shut down the new and the strange and the unexpected, the disorienting ways of God.  We might take note of how the necessary voices of discernment and caution can turn all too quickly to a dogmatic certainty and superiority in us.

     So, we return to the next scene: and the religious leaders say, “Give glory to God!” which is actually a formula that means, “Be ready to make a confession.”  They say, “We know this man is a sinner.”  Ironically, of course, we know God’s glory has been seen in the healing that has been done.  And the formerly blind man says, “I don’t know if he’s a sinner; I only know one thing: I used to be blind, and now I can see.”

     He’s grounded in the miracle that has happened to him.  He doesn’t claim more; he’s not sure what it all means, but he does know that he can see and it makes them crazy.  So they keep asking questions about how this could be and he pushes back.  He really does seem to have found his voice; “Do you want to become his disciples too?” he asks.  Even more enraged, they say, “Well, we’re the disciples of Moses.  We don’t know anything about this guy.”  The man formerly blind says, “If this man were not from God, surely he could not do this,” and they’re enraged.  They say, “You were born entirely in sin; you have nothing to teach us.”   And they drive him out.

     You may notice that Jesus has been absent since the beginning of the story- but now, as the man is driven out, Jesus comes to find him.  “Do you believe in the Son of Man?” he says, using what is both a Messianic title and a mysterious way of referring to himself as ‘the human one.’  This man he speaks to must recognize this voice with the acute hearing of a blind person .  “Who is he, sir?  Tell me, that I may believe.”  Jesus says, “You have seen him, and the one who is speaking with you is he.”

     The man born blind, who has just recently seen any human face for the first time- perhaps first his own face reflected in the Pool of Siloam, and the faces of his parents and life long neighbors, the angry, threatened and threatening faces of the authorities – this man looks at that face, at Jesus’ face.  I wonder what he sees.  Light Bearer, Light Bringer, Light Revealer.  There is an old idea that it is light inside a person, a kind of an inner energy, that comes out through the eyes and enables sight, and that there is an inner light from which all vision and healing and awareness comes.  Light is also the sign of the Divine Presence, and all of that is implied in this moment, as the man says, “Lord, I do believe.”   Alone in all of John’s Gospel, he bows in worship before Jesus.

     There is then a sobering coda to this story as Jesus says that he has come for judgment.  It is the actions that judge, and in a final exchange with religious leaders who are stuck in their certainty he says, “Those that have no sight receive their sight, but those who claim sight become blind.”

     So, what are we to take from this long and complex story?  For me, very simply, it is the invitation to see.  In Lent, we are called to examine ourselves, to understand and own our blindness, to find what blocks we have to insight, especially blocks that come from investment in ‘the way things are,’ that come from privilege in the structures of power, and from our own sense of righteousness.  We are called to make room, to notice what’s going on around the edges and the margins, to allow for surprise and healing that come from homely things like earth and spit.

     So, I will leave you with some images of seeing.  Those of you who were here last week heard Father Tim’s story of his son Gabriel learning words for what he sees: “Truck, truck!” and bringing new insight to his parents.

     Some months ago, you may have read in The New Yorker interviews with formerly blind people who had received their sight because of surgery.  Each of them spoke about being overwhelmed, of not having categories for what was happening to them.  Some of them said they might almost prefer blindness to this jarring world of color and motion and light and stimulation.  They talked about the scariness, the bigness, of the sighted world- but  also of learning to know those they loved, and previously had only been able to touch and hear, anew through sight.      I remember, also, an experience that I had many years ago when I was in seminary, really a cumulative experience, in which I came to see and understand how completely riddled with sexism the Christian tradition is.

     I was young; I had been raised in the church- but somehow, I had never noticed it.  I had never noticed my own exclusion, I had never noticed my own collusion with it.  I think the realization had something to do with all the portraits of 19th century male divines on the seminary wall looking down sternly at me.  During those years, especially the first year, I walked around feeling that I had exposed nerve endings that were raw all the time.  It was an opening of my eyes, yes, but a painful one.  There was a Christian feminist folksong that my friends and I used to sing in the late 70s that began: “Sometimes I wish my eyes hadn’t been opened.”  It wasn’t a great song, but it did express one of the more difficult parts of seeing.

     Far better than that song is that great and beloved hymn that surely has run through many of our minds in hearing this story, “I once was lost, but now I’m found, was blind but now I see.”  Many of you know that Amazing Grace was written by John Newton, who had been a slave trader.  It turns out that it is something of a legend that his eyes were opened instantly to the horror of what he was doing in the midst of a storm at sea.  But it is true that by grace he gradually came to recognize the humanity of those he had captured and degraded.  He gradually was led to turn his life around, to become a preacher, to work for the abolition of the slave trade.  In this case, grace enabled a growing sight that led to action, taking his whole life.

     But there are also those grace-filled moments of sight, aren’t there?  I had one earlier this week as I was walking Scout in the exquisite early silvery light of the winter morning.  All of a sudden, I looked up and I saw a flash of red, and it was a cardinal.  I don’t know when I’ve ever seen a cardinal in Chelsea!  It was one of those moments of beauty, of wonder, of presence.

     This Lent, may God heal our blindness and grant us eyes to see and teach us to bear the light.

     Amen.

 


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