Sermon at The Church of
the Holy Apostles, New York City
June 15, 2008, The Fifth Sunday after Pentecost, Year A
The Reverend Elizabeth G. Maxwell, Associate Rector
Genesis 18:1-15; 21:1-7
Psalm 116
Romans 5:1-8
Matthew 9:35-10:23
Sarah laughed.
In the name of God
B
Earthmaker, Painbearer, Lifegiver. Amen.
This summer, the Revised Common
Lectionary is treating us to the story of the patriarchs (and
to a somewhat lesser extent, the matriarchs) from the book of
Genesis B
that great myth of our origins as people of faith. Beginning
last week, and for several weeks still to come, we are
following the story of Abraham and Sarah in their journey to
the land of promise, and the unfolding of God=s
covenant: AYour
descendants will be as many as the stars in the sky, and I
will make of you a blessing to the nations.@
For me, these stories are wonderful,
especially because the characters are so human. They=re
so flawed, and they make really big mistakes, and yet despite
their fears and their failures, through their struggles to be
faithful, God does indeed act, does indeed bless.
In the lesson that we heard this morning,
25 years have passed since the passage that we read last week,
when Abraham, (then Abram), and his wife, (then Sarai), sent
forth from Ur of Chaldeans to they really didn=t
know where, responding to God=s
call. In that time they have meandered, they=ve
had adventures and vicissitudes, they=ve
acted out their fears and their jealousies and their loves,
and they have come to make their home near Hebron at an
ancient sacred site - the oaks of Mamre.
That is where we find Abraham as the
passage opens for today, sitting at the door of his tent in
the noonday heat. He looks up to see three unknown visitors.
But wait, actually, even before that, the narrator of Genesis
says, AThe
Lord appeared to Abraham at the oaks of Mamre.@
We know, but Abraham does not know, the remarkable nature of
these visitors.
At our Bible study earlier this week,
Steve Fominas said,
AWhere
did they come from? Did they just show up out of the blue?@
And the answer is yes, that=s
pretty much how it is
B they
appear suddenly; we don=t
know where they come from, although later we will find out
where they are going. Even more confusing: why are there
three of them? Are we meant to understand that God is
appearing in human form with two angelic attendants? Is God
in all three of the strangers? Are they all angels,
messengers who bear the ineffable divine presence?
Really, we don=t
know. The early Hebrew scriptures are familiar with God
appearing ambiguously in human form, as when God walks with
Adam in the garden. But always, always, there is ambiguity
and unknowing. Some Christian commentators through the ages
have suggested that the three are really the Trinity, and
Andrei Rublev=s
great icon of the Trinity from the 15th Century
shows these three mysterious strangers at table with Abraham.
This is deeply evocative, but it is not the intent of the
author of Genesis. Still, the interplay between one and three
is an intriguing aspect of the passage; it adds to the sense
of mystery in the encounter. At this table, seated with
Abraham, there is divine presence and power in a very
unexpected, surprising guise. As the writer to the Hebrews
will say centuries later, alluding to this passage, in
welcoming strangers, angels are entertained unawares.
Hospitality is, as one commentator
writes, Athe
only real virtue, the one necessity in this ancient harsh
desert world.@
Travelers depend for their very survival on the kindness, the
welcome of strangers. Even enemies were honor-bound to
receive a stranger as a guest for three nights.
We might ask, in fact, whether
hospitality is the only real virtue in our time as well. We
might ponder how many of our woes really come down to failures
of hospitality. To underscore this point, the strangers=
reception by Abraham stands in dramatic contrast to the
passage that follows this one, and to the treatment they will
receive in the town of Sodom. The infamous sin of that town
has to do, not with sexuality, but with the abuse of the
stranger B
in fact these very strangers.
In any case, when Abraham looks up to see
these three mysterious figures in the noonday heat, he calls
out to them and invites them to come and rest under a tree,
wash their feet, and eat a little bread. And after they
accept, he runs to involve his whole household in preparing a
much more elaborate meal than his original words had
suggested. And then he serves the visitors himself and stands
with them while they eat.
After they finish, they ask him:
AWhere
is your wife Sarah?@
AThere,
in the tent,@
he says. Notice that Sarah is not out with the men. Rather,
she=s
away, behind them, hidden. First she is only talked about,
and one of the visitors says,
AYour
wife Sarah shall have a son in due season.@
It is only now that Sarah becomes an actor in the story.
Sarah laughs. She says to herself,
AAfter
I have grown old and my husband is old, shall I have pleasure?
This is surely one of the most amazing
moments in all of scripture, not only for its frank mention of
menopause and its impact on Sarah=s
life, not only because it is interested, amazingly, in a woman=s
pleasure B
and make no mistake, the word for
Apleasure@
here includes sexual fulfillment and also the deep joy of
having a longed-for child. This word=s
root is the same as the root for
AEden,@
so Sarah is talking about a kind of a return to primordial
wholeness, to the garden. It is not only that in this moment
there is possibility of healing for Sarah
B some
of the people at the Bible study questioned whether this would
be such good news, to have a child at the age of 90. They
thought that Sarah would more likely have run screaming out of
the tent! But in ancient biblical culture, for a woman to be
childless was to have no future, so her very identity is at
stake. Not only her future and Abraham=s
future, but the future of God=s
promise is at stake as well.
Yes, this is an amazing moment, not only
for all these reasons, but also because Sarah=s
laughter is such an intensely human reaction to an outrageous
situation. I imagine that she laughs for so many reasons:
disbelief, cynicism, anxiety, maybe anger, hope, tremulous
joy. This is a laughter that comes from the same place as
certain kinds of tears, and maybe it was accompanied by tears
as well. It=s
a little crazy, this laughter, and it=s
a little out of control. What else is she supposed to do but
laugh, hearing something like this?
I don=t
know of anyone else who laughs in this way in all of
scripture, except maybe Abraham in the chapter before this
one, when he also receives a revelation that Sarah will become
pregnant. Abraham not only laughs but falls on the ground.
But Abraham has fathered other children, and Sarah=s
laughter carries additional impact of what she already knows
in her own body, and how she senses herself. In all these
years, since it has no longer been with her in the manner of
women, she has had to come to terms with the bitter reality of
her childlessness, with the finality and impossibility that
she will ever give birth and hold her own child in her arms.
This had been a deep wound, and now it=s
all stirred up again. The word with which she describes
herself as Aold@
can also be translated
Awithered.@
AI am
withered.@
It is as if she=s
saying, ACan
the dead come back to life? Can this really be happening to
me?@
Although Sarah has only spoken inside herself, the Lord says
to Abraham, AWhy
did Sarah laugh and say,
>Shall
I have a child now that I am old?=@
I noted in some of the midrashim on this passage that the
rabbis had considerable discussion of the divine diplomacy
with which this question is asked. You=ll
notice that God doesn=t
repeat to Abraham that Sarah has said that he also is too old.
AIs
anything too wonderful for the Lord?@
says the mysterious visitor, and then the promise is
reiterated: ASarah
will have a son.@
Sarah, fearful at having her thoughts read, insists,
AI
didn=t
laugh!@
But God responds,
AOh
yes, you did laugh, you did laugh.@
What=s
the tone of this exchange? I don=t
think that God is condemning Sarah for her laughter. Rather,
I think it=s
just that God sees. The reality is highlighted in all its
laughable outrageousness.
Within a year the promise is fulfilled;
Abraham is 100 and Sarah is 90. A son is born and he is named
Isaac, which translated means
Alaughter,@
or perhaps Ahe
laughs,@
or yet again
Athe little joke.@
Sarah says, AGod
has brought laughter for me. Everyone who hears will laugh
with me. Who would have ever said to Abraham that Sarah would
nurse children, yet I have bourne him a son in his old age.@
The child of laughter, the child of
hilarious incredulity, the child of God=s
promise is born. In Sarah=s
words, there is a hint that others may laugh at as well as
with her. Some will find her late motherhood ridiculous;
people always do find things ridiculous that are outside the
social norm. But she doesn=t
seem to care. Indeed, she has pleasure. Her heart=s
desire is fulfilled with a gift that is not too wonderful for
the Lord, and I suspect that God laughs too in a delighted
outpouring of generosity and joy.
What are we to make of this story? It is
but a moment in the longer Abraham and Sarah cycle, and in the
weeks to come we will hear some of the more difficult, shadowy
parts of their saga
B
Sarah=s
conflict with and mistreatment of her servant Hagar and her
child Ishmael, the command to offer Isaac as a sacrifice. But
for now, it is well to linger with this story, to linger on
Sarah=s
laughter and to ask what is here for us. It is an important
story for any time, I believe, but perhaps especially at this
time for our community.
The first message that comes in this
story of Sarah=s
laughter is the call to hospitality- hospitality, wherein is
found the unexpected revelation of God=s
presence and the promise of God=s
gift. In the Holy Apostle=s
Soup Kitchen, of course, we have been entertaining angels
unaware for some time. I think of the interactions I have had
with guests who have challenged me, who have asked me just the
right question, who have called out patience and impatience
and limitation and beyond limitation from me, who have blessed
me in their words and just in their being. I think how their
presence has changed our whole life as a parish. But I think
also that this passage invites us to an attitude towards all
of life, an attitude of hospitality in our interactions with
people, and even internally
B a
kind of making space, a willingness to perceive the strange
hidden presence of God and to be surprised by the way she
comes to us.
The poet Rumi speaks to hospitality as
the central task of being human- as we might say,
Athe
only virtue@-
in his poem AThe
Guest House.@
It goes like this:
This being human is a guesthouse.
Every morning
a new arrival.
A joy, a
depression, a meanness,
Some momentary
awareness comes
As an
unexpected visitor.
Welcome and
entertain them all,
Even if they=re
a crowd of sorrows,
Who violently
sweep your house
empty of its
furniture,
still, treat
each guest honorably.
He may be
clearing you out
for some new
delight.
The dark
thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at
the door laughing,
and invite
them in.
Be grateful
for whoever comes,
because each
has been sent
as a guide
from beyond.
AMeet
them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for
whoever comes.@
The second message from our passage is
about the child of promise. I=m
very aware that this is my last chance to speak to Bill from the
pulpit before my vacation and then Bill=s
retirement. I=m
also aware that this is a time of unknowns and endings, and
also, more mysteriously, of beginnings. So, I can=t
resist the temptation to give you a brief charge, Bill.
What is it that=s
wanting to be born? It might be especially important, Bill, in
pondering that question, to pay attention to what feels dried up
and withered, to ask what has been laid aside because it seemed
to have no possibility of fulfillment. In yours and Jane=s
case, Bill, I feel pretty sure that it will not be a literal
baby. ButY.on
a soul level, I do believe that there is something stirring,
quickening, and coming to life, now at an unexpected and late,
but somehow exactly right, time.
Remember as you go forward into the next
phase of your life, you and Jane both individually and together,
to ask if anything is too wonderful for God.
Indeed that=s
good counsel for all of us in this transition time, to be
willing to be amazed by both what we are called to birth and
what God may yet do. So I offer to our imaginations an icon for
this time- not Rublev=s
famous Trinity, but rather the image of an old woman, wrinkled
from her many years of desert life, her mouth open in guffaws of
uncontrolled hilarity: Sarah, laughing from deep in her belly,
laughing in confusion and disbelief and maybe, just maybe,
possibility, hope, and joy.
Amen.
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